I really don't know anymore ..... I am so depressed latly and all i do is fake a smile so no one has to worry about me. I am sick and tired of it. Sometimes I think life would be better off without me.

and i finally learned how it feels to have everything you could ever want and not be happy and then when you lose it all and have nothing you hurt and realize how perfect you had it.

truth is i miss how things used to be ....

I basically lost my entire world to a stupid mistake.....

Don't get me wrong I love what I have now but i also love what i used to have even more than i love what i have now.

LIFE FUCKING SUCKS =[